April 2010
3 posts
Wha?
I’m sort of back! I have time to write, finally… but I’m very sick. Usually when I’m sick it’s just about 2 days of misery and then just mild symptoms to get over. This has been a 4 day mess of crap! Now, I can’t really hear, and I think it’s because I may have two ear infections that migrated from my sinus infection or whatever. Heeeeh? Oh well, at...
February 2010
2 posts
I keep having dreams where Lady Gaga is my...
Why? … why not?
January 2010
17 posts
heeeh
I’ve had beer, then coffee, then nyquil. Interesting.
nothing happens if you don't
roll the dice…
'maybe one day...'
-I think to myself and I fold the thought into an origami paper heart, and set it afloat on the flat glassy water’s surface. The water reflects the stars and the last fringe of pale purple on the torn edge of the horizon; gently carrying the vast velvet black behemoth sky on its shoulders. I am folded down to knees and elbows in dark silver sand. On the edge of the water, my hands are wet....
Outside
As a result of spending 8 hours a day indoors, without windows, and in front of a computer for 5 days a week, I find myself craving some exploration into the wild. More and more every day. On weekdays I see probably 2 hours of daylight between when the sun comes up and I get into work, then when I venture outside to pick up lunch, then a brief beautiful glimpse of it going down as I drive home.
...
Ahhh! Octopi carrying coconut shells! →
the last 24 hours have been le stressful- just one of those times where after enough is enough your eyelids get heavy and you just instinctively relax…. mmm. Sleep will be good. Here’s wishing the rest of the world will rest easy tonight.
gaaah!
I feel stupid and angry, and this is why!
My boss sits behind me in a cozy room where the creative department operates. I get a conversation-like email from her (while she is right behind me), and it basically says this:
I noticed you’ve been leaving at 5 and you’re really supposed to be here till 5:30, unless you take a half lunch or arrive early. Also, do you really still need...
Röyksopp- Poor Leno (Melody AM)
Just…...
“Heads will Roll”
It’s cold and wet outside. And I’m still feeling on the verge of sickness. Somehow, the combination of these things makes me extremely hungry. I guess that’s good, eh?
I seem to suck
pretty bad at saying I’m going to do something, and then sticking with the plan. Like I said I was going to make doodles every day. Well, that didn’t work, excuses aside. Hah! I also have been doing a workout regimen since November, and that hasn’t quite been working either. I gained a bit o weight from eating more and gaining both muscle and fats. I just want to be healthy...
“Those colors make my teeth hurt.”
– (via clientsfromhell)
-yeaaah the quote made it! I was told this when working on some logos for a contract job. Haha!
December 2009
7 posts
yo quiero tequila.
indeed!
I has an idea.
OK, there’s a lot of shit going on, keeping me busy, and I don’t know what to say to tumblrites. What do you people care? It’s all very bland. Aka work and apartment hunting.
SO
I think I’m going to start making one doodle a day, or drawing, or whatever I have time for, AND I’m gonna post it for you. For YOU! It will be completely random. Maybe you’ll...
busier than I have ever been
but all I really want is some loving. Really really really missing it.
Hark!
Hi there.
Somebody find me an apartment/condo to live in?
I’m supposed to be actively searching. No time to actually get out and do it.
It’d be nice to have somewhere to live…
November 2009
16 posts
blah blah blah.
I’m being thrust into this new routine where I work for some moneys for 8 hours every weekday, drive home through rush hour, and look forward to finally taking my shoes off. It’s good, but its boring right now.
Once I get the hang of things, I’ma throw some spice into it. whoahhhh!
My brain is numb and grasping… I don’t like feeling settled. We all need a slap in the face to keep us from being apathetic and complacent.
I am going to Chicago
in three days… I have never been!
I feel like it’s the Emerald City and Oprah is the Wizard of Oz. I’m trying to figure out things I wanna do… if anybody has been before, or has any suggestions, let me know! I’m pumped about trekking around and scooting through public transportation :)
Nobody has the right to stop two people from...
So don’t think voting against gay marriage will stop anything. They will be together regardless. Give them the right to visit their partner in the hospital. Start a family, get the extra legal benefits of being wed. Live the American Dream. If you can but I can’t… is that right?
I’d like to get married some day. I won’t pretend.
OH YEY.
I accepted the multimedia/graphic designer job. Hell yes. Champagne anyone?
so anyways,
No luck on the phone call yet. I’m the most patient person I know. (They know I’m waiting, I’ll bug them more tomorrow if I don’t get an answer today).
Also! I am feeling rather ill today. 2009 has been a pretty shitty year for health issues. And I know I’m not the only one. What’s the deal huh?
I think I’d like to just chill and watch movies. ...
Today
might be the day to break out the bottle of champagne. And start apartment hunting.
Waiting on a fateful phone call that is a month later than I thought it would be.
Hope hope hope.
I don't think I trust anybody.
If this were x-files, that would be a good thing.
I’m scared. Apparently my dad is at a dinner at a prestigious gun club where he just became a member. Apparently it’s full of rich KKK members. I wish I hadn’t come home yet. I don’t want to hear that.
I need some happy and some love. I hate hate.
October 2009
47 posts
A mystery!
I went to sleep and had dreams already. Then I suddenly felt awake, restless, and hungry, and not really able to sleep again. This happened last night, too, and I couldn’t fall asleep till 4am. What does it mean, hmm?
I bleached my hair.
It looks interesting.
Life can be so cruel.
Been fighting temptations to say fuck it, and fuck you. I like living, I like being happy, but you keep crawling back on the scene, silently. Creeping, saying nothing, and expecting me to be ok. Everybody else expecting me to be ok. I should say fuck it I’m off to live away from you all, far away from the bullshit. Conversely, I should stand up and trash my cowardly bitterness and still...
“Before you can become indestructible, we must destroy you.”
